I'm learning one of the fundamental principles

How did I know?
God really, really loves me

<3

It was so simple.
I obviously was not crazy in love.
but now I'm falling
falling
falling in
again.

Mid-college crisis

I look down and I see my toes
I look up and I see the sky
I look back and I see my past
I look forward and I can't see
yet my toes move forward
and the sky moves backwards
and my past gets smaller and smaller
when will I see?

I wanna be right

I want to live life to the fullest before God and before man. But what dream within me is the canvas of destiny that God has foreseen and entrusted me with, and what dream is simply selfishness? When I blankly face the question of "what do you plan on doing after UCLA?" most people advise that I follow my passion and talent that God has exceptionally given me. It's too bad I don't feel that I know what it really means to be passionate for something... To be passionate for God is one thing, but to be passionate about something else? Something else that will direct the path of the rest of my life? Or is it enough to be passionate about God? It's like being passionate about College, but once you're in sooner or later you have to pick something specific to major in. But I guess God does not equate College, and still my inadequate logic of understanding keeps me from being at ease about my future. Is this where Faith comes in? and Trust? Although I know through all of my failures, God will redeem me and set before me only the best...is it too much that I want to get through life as close as possible to one try? Can my hunger for righteousness be the same as the desperate seeking of "not choosing something wrong"?