Sick with Love

The Lord has been revealing to me, how much fear I have inside of me. On the exterior,, I put on a pretty convincing skin of fearless, bold, hannahcho. In reality, there's so much fear, I ask the Lord to turn away, not in rebellion but in fear of the places He wants to take me.

Jesus I want to go past feeling Your love and being satisfied with that, I want to be a matured bride whom you can enjoy. Jesus give me the grace to endure for You, not for my ministry, or my name on the earth. I fear that you turn away from me. But, I know sometimes You do out of Love. True love. Though my beloved had turned and gone...

I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem,
if you find my beloved,
that you tell him
I am sick with love